Thursday, July 21, 2011

Wisdom. Just wisdom.

.."OMG I'M SO POOR. EVERYBODY HATES ME. NOBODY UNDERSTANDS ME. I'M SO MISERABLE.." ....man, SHUT the fuck up!!


I hate people who talks and acts like this!! like wtf do u want people to say to u? Lie to you to make you feel better and say it's fine when everything around isn't? 
You know, it's just so irritating when you whine and whine and whine and just sit there crying talking about how miserable your life is. NOBODY WANTS TO HEAR IT. There's enough crisis in this world (like Bin Laden's descendants planning on bombing America or his people killing Obama or Corruption) that is BIGGER than your freaking "issues". 


God gave us brain. A brain that functions right, but the problem is that not enough people use it to actually make things better or make themselves better. Like, get a grip and get over it. Stand up and do something about it instead of sitting there and crying and blaming everything on other people.


I know how it feels, alright, I'm not gonna be some stubborn bitch saying all of these things if I haven't experienced or felt being alone, that no one cares about. BELIEVE ME I know. But you know what, after a long period of time,all of those times you stare at the blank wall, with tears on your face, that you feel like you just wanna fall over and be gone, and nobody knows or cares about what you're going through, something will just eventually click in your head. Questions, and thoughts. "What am I doing?" "I should be happy" "I should be enjoying life" "I SHOULD SNAP OUT OF IT"..


Life hands us things that make us fall apart, but there's also things that make us stronger. Sure we gain a couple of bruises every now and then, it just proves us that we tried and we fought for the sake of finding ourselves, for finally finding happiness. For finally being fulfilled.


So yeah, it frustrates me to see people who underestimate themselves too much. I know not everyone is strong, but fuck atleast TRY, bro. Instead of wishing for happiness, do it and seek it yourself. You're just burying yourself and sadness comes along with it. 


I hope these had shed some light on you. If not, then just keep on staring on blank walls, probably someday something will come up. 
If yes, then just remember to NEVER go back to the state of mind you were before. The world is a beautiful place. That is, to those who thinks it is and believes in it.

Monday, April 11, 2011

College Course..question mark

It's 11 pm..going to sleep in a few minutes. But something just entered my mind. College. Some say it's too soon for me to think about college but WHAT THE HELL? I'm becoming a senior this JUNE. So that means graduation and college. My friend always talks to me about courses and colleges and universities she'll be going to. But me? blank draws to my head. I have no Idea what course to take and what university to go.


When I was a kid I always say..I'm gonna be a nurse..I'm gonna be a nurse..But as I grew up..I realize I DON'T wanna be a nurse. I wanna be something else..I just knew something is for me and it's not nursing..I hate blood..I hate seeing people experiencing near death experiences and I'm poor at making people think everything is okay when it's not. 


I was thinking about taking IT but I don't think I need to learn more things about computers than what I know now. I like Photography. But I'm also considering the job I'll be getting. I love doing it but I get nothing out of it. and I hate to know that one day it will happen. Soon. If I don't figure out what I wanna do in my life.


It comes down to MASSCOMM..and flight attendant. Between those two I think I'll make a decision when It comes down to it. But right now..I wanna enjoy my last years as a high school student coz I wanna be that forever.



Signing off -- Chiney

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Writing Again !!

It's vacation time !! No school for two months..So I guess I'll be spending it writing..So here I am..typing away my thoughts in my silly little blog..whereas I also put my sims 3 creations to share..No custom content for me right now though..I'm kind of bored with sims 3 at this moment..so yeah..


My connection is crappy right now..but atleats it's able to load pages..but not enough to load videos !! stupid internet keeping me annoyed...I need to catch up with glee !! 


Anyways..I know this entry doesn't make any sense..lol..And ur probably sitting there right now thinking..''How stupid can this girl be?''..but please don't :P haha..Imma be back but right now..I need a break :))



And I wanna leave you with this really cute picture :) SMILE !

    --Chiney

QOTD

If you want others to be happy, practice compassion. If you want to be happy, practice compassion.